Absent God — Part 2

October 31, 2023
4:40PM

Absent God — Part 2

I lay awake at night, With all the sad songs in the world. Trying to decipher the memories, The answers to why things occurred.

Is it me that needed fixing? With my audacity to demand good, For my inner child that’s hurting, Who was abandoned by the world

My head seeks justice, But my heart’s already tired, Of singing sad songs pointing to heaven, Asking help from a God —Who’s always never there

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